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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 | Tuesday
July 12th, 2005 at 12:19am |
my new journal....
so, this is my new journal...
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add me... it will be friends only, so comment to be added.
if i didn't add you or forgot about you, just comment.
</span> | | Monday, July 11th, 2005 | Monday
July 11th, 2005 at 11:10pm |
well, tired of this journal
so... i'm tired of this journal. I want to create a new one, but i don't know what to call it... when i get it figured out, i shall let you know... and it will be mostly friends only... because i plan to write in it way more. | | Thursday, July 7th, 2005 | Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 8:55pm |
This is fucking crazy.
My friend's friend Morgan found this. I'm calling, and fowarding it to
my friends. Morgie put her responses to the nonsense in bold.
"If your child is a gothic, reform through the lord"
Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your
child may have gone astray from the Lord.
Gothic ( or goth) is a very obscure [ Not that obscure!]
and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to
participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds
into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence [ kind of like certain types of Christianity].
Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and
parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or
more of the following are applicable to your child [ Four or less and it's okay, or something else]:
-Frequently wears black clothing.
Everyone in New York City is a Goth, as are mimes and puppeteers!
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
As you can infer, even NON-rock bands are Goth.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish.
But how much is too much?
-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include:
reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other
Satanic worshipping symbols.
It is well known that the ancient Egyptians worshipped Satan. Note: Odd jewelry only counts if it's silver.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
"Hey, awesome Jesus tattoo. ...Oh shit, now I'm a Goth."
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of
music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks
against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
I wonder what the other "anti-social" genres are.
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak
eccentrically.
So like... everybody I know.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such
as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
Sports are automatically wholesome?
What about football, where the boys are always patting each other's
butts and showering with each other? Actually, don't they shower
together in most sports?
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic,
the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
Yo. Real witches don't believe in Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
Because the rich Christian kids at the
private Christian school near my house totally aren't known all over
the Metro area for selling drugs and drinking excessively.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
No, no. Goths pretend to be depressed and suicidal for attention.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This
is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and
His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental
health center.)
I'm sure some folks on my list will be surprised to learn that their
cutting is actually a Satanic ritual. Hey, didn't some saints see pain
and torture as holy? I'm not up on my twisted Catholic logic. Maybe it
only counts if someone else is doing it.
-Complains of boredom.
....
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
If you sleep just the right amount, you're safe!
-Is excessively awake during the night.
Insomniac=Goth.
-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to
vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.)
That WAS what that vampire told me that one time.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
What's an unusual amount, I'd like to know? This seems really odd for teenagers!
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
What are "large amounts"?
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.) Okay, haven't we said about the same thing here three times? I think we get it. I'm not even dignifying the meditation slam with a remark.
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
All the normal teens think it's swell to have dear old dad hang around at the sock hop.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and
elders are but a few examples of this.
No, no, that's punks.
-Misbehaves at school.
Jocks who beat up geeks=Goth.
-Misbehaves at home.
Everybody=Goth.
-Eats excessively or too little.
...I was unaware that this was a Goth trait. I'm intrigued.
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
Oh, now, come on. I wonder if anyone
really believes that people that eat Count CHOCULA cereal (let's at
least get the name right -- unless there's some cool Count Dracula
cereal I don't know about! "Now with marshmallow clots!") are Goths and
therefore Satanists. If I eat Fruity Pebbles does that mean I'm Wilma
Flintstone? If I eat Organic HempPlus Granola does that make me a
goddamn hippie? Well, yes.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood.
(Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.) Aw,
come on. Don't you know that stuff on Jerry Springer is fake? (Yes, I
know there are people who really do like drinking blood.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media
sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
What are the "other corrupted media
sources"? Or rather, are there NON-corrupted media sources? I thought
Fox News was okay for these people.
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
Role-playing is of the devil!
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
Nerd/everyone I know=Goth.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
But they're saying "I love you" in sign language!
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
Yeah, those Goths with their stupid sexy dancing!
-Expresses an interest in sex.
Average Human=Goth.
-Masturbates
Goths wrote the book on masturbating,
man. Also, I think we have more of an explanation for the
thrice-mentioned "private time" criterion.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
(Do I have to say it?) Gay or Bi=Goth.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
Um. Philosophy is not a cult religion;
it's a generally useless college major. Hinduism and Buddhism? NOT
CULTS. Methinks someone's jealous of the vast numbers of Buddhists and
Hindus. I gotta agree on the Scientology, but I'm shocked that
"Darwinism" (now it's a religion!) isn't listed. Then again, I do seem
to be under the impression that Catholics are more likely to accept
evolution.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these
various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
"I'm a Goth" is a fucking clever-ass button, dude.
-Claims to be a goth.
....Well, there you go, then.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene
immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within
it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local
mental health center.
"Enlist"?
~St. Mary's Catholic Church"
In conclusion, we are all Goths. Now, go have your parents enlist you at the local mental health center!
OK NOW IT'S TIME FOR THE GOOD PART.
I know some of you are either really really pissed or pissing your
pants with laughter..
Either way...wanna get back at these fuckers? I know I do...
This is why I have taken the liberty of obtaining the address of the
church that originally published this piece of shit....
Feel FREE to blast them with anything. Call them and hang up...or if
you're a brave one? Call them and tell them what idiots they are...OR
mail them a little...*heheheh* REMINDER that there are more people out
there than their little precious brainwashed sheep-children. :)
Let the sending and/or calling begin!!!
St Mary's Catholic Cathedral
(719) 473-4633
22 W Kiowa St.
Colorado Springs, CO
I found this floating around on GreatestJournal, so I had to post it
on LiveJournal, because it is a piece of shit that I would like to
share with others. Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: GOTH MUSIC | Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 8:37pm |
so... a real update.
First of all, I have to apologize to </a></b></a> Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: JBL's Entrance Music | | Monday, July 4th, 2005 | Monday
July 4th, 2005 at 9:47pm |
| | Thursday, June 30th, 2005 | Thursday
June 30th, 2005 at 10:28am |
new cool thing stolen from britt
Here's a RULES:
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the 5 that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a cut.
first of all, could'nt figure out how to strike out something, so i italicized the ones that don't apply. and second of all, it wouldn't let me cut the text for some reason.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesn't care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairovoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves the outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be
taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to
criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant
to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties
expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet
easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike
unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring
and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves
entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.
Supertitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved.
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and
serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses
others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling.
Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home
decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive
and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and
fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous.
Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving Motivates oneself and
others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy in a way that only
their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature
and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny
and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show
character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when
hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but
never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely
person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to
be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm
and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily
jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent
thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the
arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving
and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point
out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to
talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to
motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves
sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt
but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what
others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned.
Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily
loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and
brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality.
Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less
talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never
give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does
not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love
and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely.
Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not
able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be
loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates
restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical. that I took
from secretagentpata because I was bored. Even though I should be
sleeping. ( all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream ) Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: none | | Monday, June 6th, 2005 | Monday
June 6th, 2005 at 10:26am |
Stole this from someone else...
A - Age you got your first kiss: 11 B - Band listening to right now: Bleeding Through C - Crush: TERRY D - Dad's name: Keith E - Easiest person to talk to: Terry F - Favorite bands at the moment: all of the same ones I have had for a while now... G - gummy worms or gummy bears? BEARS. BUT NOT THE GREEN ONES. H - Hometown: Morgantown. WV. I - Instruments: I sing, and peck on the piano K - Kids: Want some someday. 2. L - Longest car ride ever: Here to Myrtle Beach. M - Mom's name: Kathy N - Nicknames: I have some. Actually a bunch. O - One wish: to become a published writer. P - Phobia[s]: don't really have any. Q - Quote: "It's like they're having a toaster sale at Macy's. Randolph's ass- Aisle 3.." (Death To Smoochy) I also watched Orgasmo the other day. YOU HAVE TO SEE THAT MOVIE. IT IS FUCKING AMAZING...as well as "Team America:World Police." "America- FUCK YEAH. Coming again to save the mother fucking day, yeah." R - Reason to smile: I'm in love. S - Song you sang last: "Ain't No Mountain High Enough" - ha ha T - Time you woke up [today]: 9 ish, had to go to Fairmont State with Terry. That's where i am right now. U - Unknown fact about me: I am a metalhead, but I have a big weakness for Coldplay and Matchbox Twenty. V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach. W - Worst habit(s): Biting my nails. X - X-rays you've had: I guess my chest when i had pneumonia. Y - Yummy food: Pasta. Z - Zodiac sign: SCORPIO, bitch. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: "america- FUCK YEAH" bummer remix. | | Monday, May 23rd, 2005 | Monday
May 23rd, 2005 at 9:10am |
So....
So... I find this journal on a random journal search, and i discover that this journal is amazing, awesome and very happy. She is so cool, even though she hasn't updated in a while.
Anyway, I found this quote from Vincent Van Gogh on her LJ.
IT IS AMAZING, AND I AM OFFICIALLY STEALING IT AS MY NEW FAVORITE QUOTE.
I know nothing
with any certainty,
but the sight of stars
makes me dream.
(Vincent Van Gogh)
Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: "Freedom Isn't Free" - The Team America:World Police S.T. | | Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 | Wednesday
April 13th, 2005 at 11:45am |
Let's see what I am
--Goth-- Do you wear black eyeliner: Yep How much black clothing do you own: Probably about 50% of my wardrobe Do you think about death often: Yeah Do you want to die: No Are you a social outcast: Sort of. Are you pale: Not really.. kind of. Do you cut: No Do you like Hot Topic: love Hot Topic. Best store in the world. --Skater Punk-- Can you skateboard: nope. How often do you go into Vans: i dont know what that means What's your sneaker brand: I don't know. Do you do stupid stuff with your friends: what fun is life without stupid stuff? Are long skater haircuts cute: not really How much do you get in trouble: hardly ever Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers": Never How many piercings do you have: None --Prep-- How often do you say the word "like": not as much as I used to Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch: HELL NO Are the A&F models hot: I've never looked at them How often do you wear makeup: maybe once or twice a week Ever had a manicure: nope Rock music is bad, right: WRONG Are you ever ditzy: not really Do you own high heels: do my Goth boots count? Have you ever said "oh my gosh": maybe when i was little --Hippie-- Is your hair long: sort of Are you a vegetarian: no Do you own a tye dye shirt: Nope Do you want peace: OF COURSE Do you want to save the animals: sure! What do you think about the war: Totally unfounded. Hate George Bush. Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers: Yeah --Gangsta-- Are you from the ghetto: No. Do you own "bling bling": no. What do you think about do-rags: They are the stupidest invention. Do you like rap: NO Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world: I don't know. What do you think about afros: they're hilarious. Especially on Macy Grey (I'll go with Tagan) Plus, Rahmene's was cool Have you ever said "fo shizzle": No. How about "oh, snap son": Probably not. --Frat-- Is life a party: sure! How often do you get drunk: Never been drunk What's the point of getting drunk anyway: The point of getting drunk is so you can get someone in bed, i think. Do you care about your grades: Yeah Do you need an attitude adjustment: Nope. --Emo-- How often do you cry: maybe like once a week. Do you have an ex: yes Do you have an acoustic guitar: nope, i dont play Are you emotional: yes Do you like soft music: yes Do people understand you: most of the time Do you write your own songs: Poems --Jock-- Do you play any sports: Nope How important are they to you: Not very How important is your reputation: not very Do you pick on the geeky kids: sometimes. Are you considered a bully by anyone: nope --Geek-- Do you wear glasses: Nope. contacts Do you get good grades: most of the time Are you smart: about some stuff Do you use an inhaler: No. Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: no, who does that Does your mom pick out your clothes: nope. How often are you on the computer: like 25% of the day well, let's see... i think i'm Goth/Hippie/Emo Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Coldplay "Clocks" | | Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 | Tuesday
April 12th, 2005 at 11:12am |
cool thing taken from a random journal i found
From lil_cabbages's and fatigued_canary's posts: on your current playlist, hit shuffle & pick the first twenty songs on the list [no matter how cheesy or embarrassing], & write down your favourite line(s) of the song. try to avoid putting the song title in the line. then, have your friends comment & see if they know the songs. She was a lying mother, I couldn't make her see... You give me that funny feeling in my tummy... oh shit yeah... empty hearts want to believe-- the fight is for humanity some of them want to abuse you.. some of them want to be abused I reject all the biblical views of the truth.. dismiss it as the folklore of the time. See who gives a FUCK! It's mighty strange-- you're looking at the leafy range.. this is your time to pay, this is your judgement day. we made a sacrifice and now we get to take your life. suffering.. yeah it's the only thing here that's left for you. nothing, yeah that's the only thing you're ever gonna FUCKING do. You know it's true god hates this place you know it's true he hates this race. Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try.. no hell below us above us only sky. 12. shock! it's all in your head! taken under the wings of the dead i will take vengeance upon mine enemies you don't know peace 'til you've had suffering... all of your so-called reason, but you haven't tasted pain. nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss. there's nothing i can do. one more nail in the coffin and it's all for you. she was a precious lie that i'd always dreamed of. she turned lust into love. the first word of this song is SUICIDE. that's my favorite line. life's short and hard like a bodybuilding elf.. so save the planet and kill yourself! emptiness is lonlieness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness and god is empty just like me!! Now guess what they are.. :) I'll post the answers friends only next. Current Mood: geekyCurrent Music: the Pete and Pete theme song | | Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 | Wednesday
April 6th, 2005 at 11:20am |
| Wednesday
April 6th, 2005 at 11:04am |
This is what i am going to get tattooed around my ankle when i get the money this summer. I am in love with this book and the Elvish script on the ring is gorgeous.
ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL
ONE RING TO FIND THEM
ONE RING TO BRING THEM ALL
AND IN THE DARKNESS BIND THEM
That's what that says. And my hair.. i'm going to do it black until my tips. I am going to bleach them and dye them bright red. It will be awesome! Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: "Imagine" - A Perfect Circle | Wednesday
April 6th, 2005 at 10:29am |
survey stolen from Crazypunk48
10 YEARS AGO I 1. Was 8 2. Was probably in 3rd or 4th grade 3. thought if i said "bloody mary" 4 times, she'd appear in my bathroom mirror FIVE YEARS AGO I 1. Was in 8th grade 2. thought the world revolved around my group of friends 3. was way too into boy bands for my liking TWO YEARS AGO I 1. fell in love with a man that i truly hate now. (Mike) 2. found out that people are not what they seem 3. wished that my life would change ONE YEAR AGO I 1. was in love with Terry...still am. we had been together for 6 months 2. was preparing for graduation 3. Was doing the countdown to go to college YESTERDAY I 1. slept in until 12 2. didn't go to class, because it was a beautiful day 3. realized how much I really love terry... just like every day TODAY I 1. woke up early 2. am happy to be alive 3. decided what my tattoo was going to be when i get it this summer. (I'll find a picture of it and post it.) TOMORROW I WILL 1. try to get my major changed 2. kiss Terry goodbye before I do that... 3. actually go to class 5 SNACKS I ENJOY 1. Little Debbie cakes 2. Macaroni-and-cheese 3. pop tarts 4. chicken wings 5. bananas 5 THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT 1. Terry 2. Music 3. Truth 4. Writing 5. a good book to read FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $1,000 1. lots of clothes from Hot Topic 2. new hair dye, and do whatever i wanted with my hair. (Have to tell you about that later!!) 3. I would try to build/buy terrry a building to wrestle in 4. More books... including the entire C.S. Lewis "Chronicles of Narnia" collection, as well as the entire Harry Potter set. 5. Dinner at Hibachi's. FIVE BAD HABITS I HAVE 1. Nailbiting 2. not getting my homework done 3. not going to class 4. being too truthful sometimes 5. not calling my friends enough FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR 1. a tube-top 2. Abercrombie & Fitch 3. Hollister 4. too many bright colors 5. things that make me look fat FIVE SHOWS I LIKE 1. Viva La Bam 2. Jackass 3. Degrassi: The Next Generation 4. King of The Hill 5. Aqua Teen Hunger Force THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Italian 2. Indian 3. German THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. really big dogs 2. losing terry 3. dying, because it scares me that some things may be true that people believe in. THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. Forget-me-not (Amy Brown) perfume from Hot Topic 2. Terry 3. Music THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Pajama bottoms 2. cute pink underwear 3. my Withouteyes T-shirt THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS: 1. Slipknot 2. Devildriver 3. Bleeding Through FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: 1. Slipknot "Heretic Anthem" 2. Lamb of God "Laid to Rest" 3. Bleeding Through "On Wings of Lead" 4. Himsa "Your Sweet Six Six Six" 5. Withouteyes "Dark Have Been My Dreams" THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 1. Love 2. Honesty 3. lots of hugs and kisses (All of which I have) THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Eyes 2. Hair 3. Smile THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. Draw 2. seem to keep money once i get it 3. Finish writing once I get started FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Writing 2. Reading 3. kissing Terry 4. Listening to music 5. Watching movies THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Make out. 2. see how my friend's baby is coming along 3. go outside and play tag THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. English Teacher/Professor 2. Author 3. Manager at McDonald's.. yeah right. i want to work in a bookstore. when Barnes & Noble opens, the position is mine!! THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. Italy 2. Ireland 3. England FOUR KID'S NAMES (2 BOY, 2 GIRL): 1. Sid 2. Mace 3. Ginger 4. Zoe THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Get married 2. Have babies 3. Write a best-selling book. (in collaboration with Britt or Neil Gaiman) Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: "Sweet Dreams" Manson | | Saturday, March 26th, 2005 | Saturday
March 26th, 2005 at 8:37am |
I have kissed someone... * on the cheek. -plenty of people * on the lips. - plenty of people * on their hands or fingers. - Terry * in my room. - ex named Dennis * in their room. - Terry * of the same sex. - BmB Babe # 2 * of the opposite sex. - Terry and many more * younger than me. - lots of guys * older than me. - lots of guys * with jet black hair. - Terry * with curly hair. * with blonde hair & blue eyes. - Brittie with flaming red hair. * with straight hair. - Terry and a few more * smaller/shorter than me. - Steven * bigger/taller than me. - Terry and a bunch more with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. * who I had just met. - Andy * who was homosexual. - Erik * who I didn't really want to kiss. - can't remember but i know i have * on a holiday. - Terry on like every one. who was going out with someone close to me. * who was my good friend's brother or sister. - Steven who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. * at a show/concert. - Terry at Ozzfest at the beach. * in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. - Terry * who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. - Steven * with dyed hair. - everybody, basically with a shaved head. * who was/is my good friend. -Andy, Erik, Terry, BMB Babe, Dane, pretty much everyone * who was/is in a band. - Terry used to be, so did Dane * who has tattoos. Dennis, who is of a completely different race than me. in the rain. on another continent besides where I was born. * with an accent. - doesn't everybody have an accent? with an std. on a boat. * in a car/taxi/bus. - Terry, Mike, Chris... probably more. on a plane. * at the circus/carnival. Terry with a missing body part. * in the movies. - all kinds of people. * eskimo style. - Terry... Now you all know all my kissing habits. Telling who they are was optional Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: Bleeding Through "On Wings of Lead" | | Monday, December 6th, 2004 | Monday
December 6th, 2004 at 7:57pm |
hey guys. damn. it's been a while. i don't know what to say. I've been really, really busy with crappy internet service. Terry and I are still fine. Mom's in the hospital right now with pneumonia. But she's going to be fine. I've been working my ass off all the time. Finals are next week. When i'm not at school I'm either working or studying. I have NO free time whatsoever. And with christmas around the corner, I have to start shopping, too. Brittie still needs a present BTW. BRITT AND KELLY--- I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry i had to go so fast the other day. I know Brittie was upset and I feel like shit that i had to go so fast. I love you both more than words could ever say. I PROMISE. BABY'S DUE NEXT MONTH. I'll bet Kelly's ready for that. Ha ha. I love you guys so much. Sorry I haven't posted in so long. BRITT--- CHECK YOUR E-MAIL. and read through the comments on your journal. Love you guys.... Later. Kara Lynn *Bell* -- one of these days it will be -- Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: the music in my head | | Wednesday, November 10th, 2004 | Wednesday
November 10th, 2004 at 7:24pm |
Whiskey Lullaby- my new favorite country song
~ Whiskey Lullaby ~ Brad Paisley and Allison Krauss She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night 1st Chorus He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night 2nd Chorus She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) Current Mood: lethargicCurrent Music: Whiskey Lullaby- Brad Paisley and Allison Krauss | Wednesday
November 10th, 2004 at 7:20pm |
Lamb of God fucking rules. They were awesome at Ozzfest.
~ Laid To Rest~
If There Was A Single Day I Could Live,
A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.
The Blood's On The Wall,
So You Might As Well Just Admit It.
And Bleach Out The Stains,
Commit To Forgetting It.
You're Better Off Empty And Blank,
Then Left With A Single Pathetic Trace Of This.
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
I'll Chain You To The Truth,
For The Truth Shall Set You Free.
I'll Turn The Screws Of Vengence,
And Bury You With Honesty.
I'll Make All Your Dreams Come To Life,
Then Slay Them As Quickly As They Came,
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
See Who Gives A Fuck.
See Who Gives A Fuck.
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Failure.
If There Was A Day I Could Live,
If There Was A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.
Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: "Laid To Rest" - Lamb of God | Wednesday
November 10th, 2004 at 7:13pm |
YAY!
i'm moving in with Terry tomorrow. Wish me luck, guys. Not that I'll need it. If you want the number there.. ask Brittie. She knows it. Current Mood: busyCurrent Music: "Duality" - Slipknot | | Monday, November 8th, 2004 | Monday
November 8th, 2004 at 10:23pm |
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November 8th, 2004 at 7:52pm |
so i changed my background picture again.
It reminds me of * In the Bathtub *
Here it is for you guys who are too lazy to click on the link to my journal.
It's beautiful Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: some sonata by Beethoven |
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